G to the J

Apparently there is a person with the initial of J that keeps on appearing in my coffee.
I still haven't found him.

There are just too many probabilities...
Jean Pierre? Could be. But those were the past. He's happily in a relationship (I presume) although we are still in talking terms.

Jay? My Philipino friend that I know I can always count on? I saw him a few days ago, and I don't think he has any feeling over me.

Jern? Naah..He doesn't even seem to be interested on me.

John? That German guy is not even in contact with me anymore.

Until today.
James send me this e-mail asking me how I was doing. I had a major crush for James. I waited the whole year just to meet him, although we were not in any kind of relationship. I chased him all the way to San Fransisco, to found out he had to study for his exam-and left me stranded after our dinner, just with a french kiss. But everytime I lose my hope, there he is, shareing his most intimate and personal stories only with me.

Is it you James?
Naah..I don't think so.