Dear Daddy

Dear Daddy,
I yearn for your love.

Walk beside me Daddy,
I am not strong enough,
The world is too cruel.
I am trying to fly with my little wings
in this big world Daddy.

Hug me Daddy,
My bad dreams are haunting me.

There is no man as good as you are Daddy.
I want our precious time together Daddy.
You would never leave me Daddy,
And no matter what you do,
You have never dissapointed me Daddy.

If there is one thing that I know for sure, Daddy,
is that you love me.

Daddy, you have always supported me.
Even with all that I have done wrong.
Even if it hurts you.

Daddy, you are the strongest man that I have ever known.
And when you were asleep,
I look at your hands Daddy,
the hands that have been feeding me all these years.
There is only so much that I am grateful for.
And I see that grey hair,
more and more each day,
struggling to find the best way of living for us,
thinking every single day.
Oh yes, that was the very same hair that was once black and afro.
And now they are thinning and grey.

And every time you would let me go,
you find it very hard to say love words,
and i saw all those tears that you tried to hold so hard.
but they say everything.

I love you Daddy,
for holding on waht you have been through,
just for us.

Oh Daddy,
I hope i became the son that you have always wanted.
Daddy, dear Daddy,
I hope I make you happy and proud.

Oh Daddy,
I wish i could cry in your arms right now.
Because you know all the answers Daddy.
And you will protect me from all the harm.
And all this pain will go away.

Daddy, don't cry
I am fine.
But I need you Daddy.
I want your hug every morning,
and kisses every night.

And Daddy,
I will always be your little girl.

Bad Start of the Day

I woke up by a text message from back home. Someone, apparently read my resume and tried to find out more about me.
I went to the bank to terminate my fixed term CD and lost half of my interest for the late withdrawal.
I went to the class, but because this bitch does not want to move from her seat, slight bump to another bitch's computer, and spilled her coffee all along the table in that row.
Result: a guy's computer has slight defect.
This bitch who owns the coffee is upset, I was upset to these two bitches.
Mainly at the coffee bitch. She wouldn't talk to me. And i have always talked to her-her look is blaming me for everything. She told me to be careful with my bag.
I know its my fault.
I am not blaming anyone else.
But that bitch could be nicer.
It was her fucking coffee.
I feel forry for the guy.
I told him I was sorry.
And at the end of the class, she was telling me, that guy computer wouldn't work-but I already talked to him.
BITCH.
BITCH.
BITCH.
I am always upset with others' feelings.
Like i cant continue the rest of my day.
What the hell is my problem.
My computer was not even damaged.
I am more than willing to pay for the damage.
But it is her fault too.
She has no right whatsoever to talk like that to me.
I ran all the way downstairs to find a napkin.
I said I was sorry.
That bitch by the elast could stop giving me a hard time.
I HATE HER.
And she is nothing but a fucking bitch.
Who sits at the library.
Feeling she's the preetiest.
I guess that's what happens when people don't eat meat.
Of all these circumstances,
My bitch cool me down.
My other bitch.
I HATE YOU SKINNY BLONDE BITCH.
On top of that, i got another rejection letter.
OKAY
Time for amendments,
I will not let other control my life,
I will not let my feeling take over my life affairs.
I make mistakes.
SO HELP ME GOD.
I love my life.
Full of traitors, bitch, ambitious, selfish people.
I JUST NEED NOT TO TURN INTO ONE.