Sunday, May 07, 2006

hello my dear

hello my dear, i hope life is treating you well. life is fine with me. every single day i held my head up high. facing all the challenges that life has to offer. greeting everyone that i crossed path with. inhaling and exhaling the breath of life on the sunny side of the street.

and so my dear, it has been sometime since the last time we talked. no more midnight snacks, no more casual kisses in front of the library, and no more comfortable blue bed with red stripes blanket. for there is no more we.

well dear, it is no surprise that life just goes on the way you said it should be. our story ends the way you wanted it to be. you told me you would hurt me, and you did. you told me you are not ready, and you were not. but no hurt feelings and vengeance on my part. for you have thought me a lot.

and now, i see life and friendship in a different perspective. i am happy with all the small things that life throws in front of my face. i understood the value of friendship and relationship. and i am happy with my leagues of confidante as you are with yours.

i wish we could be friends, and i tried to. but trust is not there anymore. the present time changed me. and for me, as nice as you were, you are my past. there is no future for us- not even in the friendship term. for even in the present, we simply feel uncomfortable in our own skin when we are with each other. maybe time will change us, or maybe not. whatever may happens, i am looking forward to my future. and i wish you the best on your way to the future.

i know you won't miss me, for you have your league of confidante. list of persons that you love and will say they love you back. and i am only someone who loved you, more than any other person say. for you were once my world, my sun, my sky and my everything. and you will remain to be a fond memory. and knowing that you are well- i don't need to know what you are doing, where you are going, what you are up to- because i don't want to know. i herefore wish you all the luck.

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