Monday, October 09, 2006

invasion of privacy

today, i was reminded again of how invasion of privacy feels like. not good, that is one thing for sure. it arises dissapointment in other party, but all i can say is, if you are not ready for the truth, then don't come by looking for it.

what kind of a person does it take to invade one's privacy? a curious one? an unethical one? a worried one? one without enough time in one's hand? i guess it depends on the circumstances. even rightfully done, there still is a pang of pain that was left by the trespassing of the boundaries. we always create distance with one another. it takes a lot of time, trust and patience to shorten the distance. at least, that is how it is for me. when one pushed the time to become nearer to you, i feel they just suck the life out of you. i feel myself being washed away by hurt, anger and pain. i feel shameful and disgust.

i guess for those who knows the circumstances surrounding me, i just sow what i reap. and knowing how it felt, i know what to avoid the most.

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