dearly Beloved,
here is your blessing-and there it goes again.
dearly beloved, i know i am never lonely because you are always here with me. then why do i feel so lonely? love, why has love becomes so hard? when did i became a capitalist requesting being loved in return? love, why do i complicate everything, like the necessity of relationship and the necessity of finding an adam for the eve inside me?
love, why do i flee unto Thee?
my love, nothing really matters without you and your blessings by myside. love, am i that terrible that everyone rejects my love? my love, are my friends telling me the truth when they say if i want to be loved-don't be myself? love, why do i long for another love if your love is even bigger? love, why i am i so stupid? love, am i being ungrateful?
you are there in the ruins of the heart.
love, are you ruining my heart so i would knowthat i could find a treasure beneath it? has it been ruined enough, love? or, am i simply too ignorant to treasure you beneath all this ruin.
love, why do everyone says i'm beautiful? love, why do people love my smile? love, why do people think i'm smart? love, why do people easily want to sleep with me? love, are all these blessings? because sometime this brings great sufferings. so great, i wish i never feel it in the first place love. love, i am sorry for not striving for excellence with all the gifts you have given me. i made a mistake once-attempting to end this journey of yearning. ignoring all these festivities you have made for you in me.
love, if i am candle, for who does all this fire burning for? love, if i am a hand, for whose hands to hold? love, if i am heart, for who does this heart beats? love, if i am a fish, why can't i feel the water? tell me if it is not you love. you are everywhere-but i am blinded. i only want to see you in a fixed form.
love, this life is a big dance and festivities. and no matter where i turn, it is you that i turn to. love, shall i keep on exchanging partners until you are in my arms again? i don't want another dance, love. i am tired.
love, take me. take me to your eternal loving. lift this suffering. stop this beat. the party is over for me a long time ago. love, dance with me. only me. just you and me is where i want to be. love, i yearn for you. i long for you.
love, why is the waiting so long? i have the sense it won't be for too long. i have taken all available momentarily poison. fly me far away. far and away. i know you are listening to me, love. i can't see you, and i long to feel you. i hardly know you, love-but i will never forget you, love. i am finding my way home, love.
love, let me love you, and only you. don't let me be ashtray. let me run and emerge to your ocean of love. love, i know you are beauty and you love to be known. and so i dedicate this for you, my love. dearly beloved, never would i love other more than i love you. and don't you ever let me forget that, love. this breath, this soul, this body, is all that i can give to you. although you know that it is already yours in the beginning. when the beginning is the end, there should we together again, love.
here is your blessing-and there it goes again.
dearly beloved, i know i am never lonely because you are always here with me. then why do i feel so lonely? love, why has love becomes so hard? when did i became a capitalist requesting being loved in return? love, why do i complicate everything, like the necessity of relationship and the necessity of finding an adam for the eve inside me?
love, why do i flee unto Thee?
my love, nothing really matters without you and your blessings by myside. love, am i that terrible that everyone rejects my love? my love, are my friends telling me the truth when they say if i want to be loved-don't be myself? love, why do i long for another love if your love is even bigger? love, why i am i so stupid? love, am i being ungrateful?
you are there in the ruins of the heart.
love, are you ruining my heart so i would knowthat i could find a treasure beneath it? has it been ruined enough, love? or, am i simply too ignorant to treasure you beneath all this ruin.
love, why do everyone says i'm beautiful? love, why do people love my smile? love, why do people think i'm smart? love, why do people easily want to sleep with me? love, are all these blessings? because sometime this brings great sufferings. so great, i wish i never feel it in the first place love. love, i am sorry for not striving for excellence with all the gifts you have given me. i made a mistake once-attempting to end this journey of yearning. ignoring all these festivities you have made for you in me.
love, if i am candle, for who does all this fire burning for? love, if i am a hand, for whose hands to hold? love, if i am heart, for who does this heart beats? love, if i am a fish, why can't i feel the water? tell me if it is not you love. you are everywhere-but i am blinded. i only want to see you in a fixed form.
love, this life is a big dance and festivities. and no matter where i turn, it is you that i turn to. love, shall i keep on exchanging partners until you are in my arms again? i don't want another dance, love. i am tired.
love, take me. take me to your eternal loving. lift this suffering. stop this beat. the party is over for me a long time ago. love, dance with me. only me. just you and me is where i want to be. love, i yearn for you. i long for you.
love, why is the waiting so long? i have the sense it won't be for too long. i have taken all available momentarily poison. fly me far away. far and away. i know you are listening to me, love. i can't see you, and i long to feel you. i hardly know you, love-but i will never forget you, love. i am finding my way home, love.
love, let me love you, and only you. don't let me be ashtray. let me run and emerge to your ocean of love. love, i know you are beauty and you love to be known. and so i dedicate this for you, my love. dearly beloved, never would i love other more than i love you. and don't you ever let me forget that, love. this breath, this soul, this body, is all that i can give to you. although you know that it is already yours in the beginning. when the beginning is the end, there should we together again, love.
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