if this is goodbye

my dear,
if this is goodbye,
i want you to know that i loved you,
and i still do,
don't ever let me forget to say that you,
for if i would never see you again,
at least i have said all the unspoken feelings that i feel for you.

if this is goodbye,
then let me kiss you one more time,
just a kiss for me to remember by,
when the cold nights come,
at least the lingering thought of your lips,
will keep me going on for yet another second.

if this is goodbye,
please know that i am happy that our live has somehow intertwined,
though we are not meant to be any longer.

and dear,
if this is goodbye,
please know that you will be in my prayers and thoughts,
but i can't promise that to be forever,
jsut as time passes by,
and season changes,
what i can say is for now only,
and i know,
although my heart and soul will be immensely tortured,
that our goodbye happens for a reason.