if my body could speak

if my body could speak,
which it apparently can,
and i heard them for the first time, today.

they asked me,
why can't you love us?
why do you keep on rejecting us?
are we not good enough for you?
it is upon you the control reign,
you can mold us whatever way you want...
you are the one who never makes the effort,
so why is it us that you hate?

is it not us that is closest to you?
is it not us that have helped you through out your life?
how have we failed you?
why do you hate us so much?

why don't you take care of us?
have we ever dissapoint you?
why do you always torture us?
have we ever failed you?

and just like that,
the acceptance comes to me.

of everyone else,
i am my biggest and worst enemy.
forgive me,
forgive me,
my heart, oh my body and my soul,
from now on, i will treat you the way i treated every one else.