lately...

lately, i woke up in early morning and listen to the sound of birds, touched the mist and run as fast as i can to the river. i run and run and run, until my body movement is faster than that of my mind. and i will drink a mocha latte while reading my books. then i take a blissful hot shower, then hit the greenpeace office.

at day time, i will meditate and do my martial art and yoga, before i hit my 5 hours therapy session. i have to say, this is the time for me. where i don't think about relationship or family. this is purely MY time, the time of enjoying by myself, doing whatever i want. and not thinking of what other people want from me. and in my sleep, which is usually terrifying and dreamless, i meet the souls of people that i love.

finally,..it is in doing what i love that i find contentment. it is within me that i find the greatest love. and in love do i find strength.